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Written by nacho   
Among the many mental and emotional flaws of the fiction writer is the driving desire to get published.  It's a modern misinterpretation of the true goal -- to get noticed.  To be read.  The misguided youth culture of the last 40 years has made publication for money the end-all, be-all goal of the writer.  Oh, it's a good thing.  Don't get me wrong.  The problem is not, necessarily, the goal.  The problem is the motivation.  Today, the desire to be published stems from the flawed mentality of advanced capitalism.  That's all I hear -- I want to get published so I can make money, so I can leave my nowhere job and sit in my bathrobe and write all day.

You know what?  That will never happen.

Oh, there are the lucky few.  The proud and noble leaders of the cause, the exceptions to the rules.  That's why you know their names so well.  But those names really are few out of millions and, upon closer inspection, you'll find that those proud few work harder than you ever have in your life.

Do you have the names of the proud few in mind?  Let's talk dedication to the job.  Those names in your mind, do you notice that they put out at least one book a year?  There's no time off.  You finish the bestseller, you take a week to get your wits together and then you start writing the next one.  Oh, and get it finished in a few months, kid.  You should be well on the way with the next book before the one you just wrote goes to paperback.  Then there are the tours, possibly the wrangling with a production company over an option, the useless, static webpage that cost a pretty penny.  It's astounding the sacrifices you make so that you have the time to cuddle up with the visions in your head and get them on paper.  More often than not, the money will run short or be unreliable.  You can teach then, lecture, judge contests, host writing seminars.

Writing is work.  If, 10 years from now, you're the next Stephen King...writing will still be work.  Oh, you love what you do.  The only problem is that you have to keep doing it if you really want to not worry about the car payment at the end of the month.  

It amazes me how struggling writers think it's so easy.  Sell a story and make a mint and you'll be famous.  Of all the people, they should know the truth.  

Most struggling writers treat it as a hobby, or escapism or self healing.  They work their nowhere jobs and then spend the evenings laboring over some long winded novel.  That's cool, everyone writes, but don't wonder about getting published and making a living just because you wrote one story about the time Uncle Harry whipped you.  The first thing to identify is why you are writing.  The writer writes because he or she must write.  It's what you do.  The drive to be a living writer shouldn't come from the idea that one wants to leave the workaday world and enjoy themselves but, instead, that one must figure out a way to devote the most time possible for something that’s in their primal, basic nature.  

As with everything in life, if you're not following your heart, you're making mistakes.  

The golden rule which every struggling writer needs to realize is a simple one:  "You will fail."

There.  Say it.  Relax and really get your frenetic, megalomaniac psyche around that idea.  It's not about what you think it's about.

Got it?  Good, now you're ready to write.

It's long been my opinion, and I'm not alone in these thoughts, that writing comes from the same mechanism as dreams.  Even with the strictest, disciplined outline you're still creating a freeform environment where anything can happen.  Even if you're writing those pre-form romance novels, in the juice of act 2, where your hero takes a fall, call me if you don't see an unexpected turn.

It's a real world that you're building with these words.  You can learn the language and the structure but you can't learn how to create that world.  It's a dream given form, and some people are better at that than others.  Your creative writing degree exists only as a resume builder.  I'm convinced that an illiterate boy raised by wolves could be a bestselling author if he has the ability to give those dreams form.  This is where escapism comes in, but for the reader not the writer.

The struggling writer often fails at this point.  He or she forgets the reader.  Yet he or she constantly asks how can they get published and make a fortune.

I hate to be political, but, if anything should be ruled by true socialism, writing should.  It's the foundation of all entertainment.  It stands there with art and music.  It's where modern glitz begins.  It also belongs to the reader as soon as you write "The End."  I don't mean belonging in a financial sense.  It's deeper than that.  You get inside people with words and music and art.  You make them love you, hate you.  Your words shape their speech, their thoughts.  You inspire and destroy the masses with a page you wrote while slightly intoxicated, wearing a bathrobe, at 2am on a Tuesday morning.  

Your connection with the reader is intimate.  Forget about the money in their pocket, focus on the touch. Mesmerize the beast, and you'll get your money.  Getting paid is not the first step.  It should never be the first step.  The key to understanding money is to ignore it.  You'll be surprised how much you make and save when you don't give a damn.  

Your priority, as a writer, is your audience.  You're writing for the guy in the hospital bed, the woman in the bathtub, the pensioner on the evening train, the flight attendant in the hotel room, the professor in his study on a Saturday morning, the kid taking a break after his history final.  That's your audience.  Little cells of Humanity who want to take you into their sphere and let you talk to them.  Private, personal..and, hopefully, repeated a few hundred thousand times!

I'll talk about my experiences in the publishing world next time.  For now, let go of your fear, your advanced capitalism, and your expectations.  Just write.  Don't worry about your stupid job.  Write at lunch, write in the bathroom, use your vacation time, set aside a day during the weekend where all you do is write.

Follow your heart and, for God's sake, stop your foul whining.

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